Monthly Archives: December 2014

im here. still just me, as impractical as ever and still just as alone.

im having trouble finding the words. you do that to me sometimes.

i gotta stop crying so much it makes me feel all too alive…

come here. i dare you. ill be happy to see you. i will. i wont touch you- if thats what you want.. its always about what you want, as it should be, as it should,, cause in the end- thats … Continue reading →

were the pen to be as mighty as my hands upon your thighs, were its ink to drip its wonder ‘pon your gasping, worded rise, would then paper hold on tight to its sweet, curving, quaking quill and watermark its … Continue reading →

it cannot possibly be this hard for you, ’cause i think if it was, the world would just shatter.

i cant stop crying. i grab a moment where i tell myself this cant be it! but then i fall again and there i am crying like ive lost like im lost cause i have and i am and i … Continue reading →

im trying here i really am im just not succeeding thats all..

come here babe give it a try dont leave me out dont stop dont ever stop im so tortured you must know i am. it must be obvious through the denim through the cotton through the silk of my tears.. … Continue reading →

im not ok. this. is not. ok. and i dont have the energy to shut it down. though id like to. id like to just shut it all down. id like to rant and rave and erase all the stuff- … Continue reading →