so damn scared

of what i might do

of what i possess

and the power it has..

so g-damn tired

of being so strong

but knowing

im at the breaking point

drives me crazy

you know..

the things that i might

the things that i am-

but its all that i have

to fall back on

you know..

i dont want to ask you

to come hold me

i dont..

but i know so deeply

that the way i hold myself

is just scary

and sad

and not ever who

id want you

to see.

and since i cant

afford to see myself

id just like

to see me

in your eyes

for a moment..

just please

so i can breathe..

please.

so i

can

breathe.