Monthly Archives: October 2012

burnt and bleeding , torn and gagged a worn out wounded mess of once a dreamer now a drone of pillaged emptiness be still my heart, bit at a time take piece of wasted soul and wonder if at last … Continue reading →

im here. as usual. being me. watching them. and wondering, where on earth you are.

waiting for your open mouth to warm beneath my own and hands that stray between the lines of loving and alone of gentle shoulders nudging in on strongly laid out plans and gliding hips that lay in wait for fitted … Continue reading →

wonder if on lonely day the grit gets some of you and shakes that strong and clean facade of what you need to do lays still in need your beating heart oh to be held in hands that wrap themselves … Continue reading →

shake shake my leaves down through whispering pines down sultry soft meadows of grace lining lost fields with sweet thorns of delight a softly torn whisper of lace edging around each false door on each face a faintly facade of … Continue reading →

i know im hard and cold sometimes im that way just to breathe for if i bent and softened .still. my heart would s l o w l y m e l t . and i. just. cant. take. that

i miss you so so very much. and i dont know just how long one can go without without.. i just don’t know..  

gotta love me someones gotta love me my failure my path in pain my curse of lousy choices and forgotten sails and unwritten words of endless wanting of all that haunts me so.  

you make me cry. what you were who you are makes me sad wanting that, that hug on return that hand-squeeze on leaving that holding on through thick and thin and almost death.. and here i am alone in life … Continue reading →

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