so alone

so damn alone

in sorrow

and shame

and shaking tears

with sadness

falling

down endless

paths

of muddy

choice.

quaking

and hurting

and heaving

and curling

in screams

of unwanted

pain.

pain.

its all

from

pain.

why cant you just see that?

please.

im dying here.

i

am

barely,

just

bare

ly