Monthly Archives: June 2012

of deep dark seas

just so stuck inside this mess a worn out aching well just waiting for that final page for fates dark damning bell so alone and so unsure of how ill last the day without a light, without a love to … Continue reading

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bared

i am so sad. its so hard. im so alone. i cant breathe here. its too fucking hard. i dont know what to do. i feel so small. and so unkept. unheld. undone. just hold me. please. hold me. feel … Continue reading

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hold me while i

so tired tonight and so badly just want to curl up in your arms and be held till i fall asleep and dream those dreams i always do only this time when i wake id wake to you. yup that … Continue reading

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dance for you

you can never know how different you are how you turn me into something different myself. and youll never know how badly i want you how much how intensely how breathlessly in love with you i am. youll never know, … Continue reading

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homeless.

i wanna lock myself in to where i dont want to be so that i can stop feeling so fucking alone. i can pretend and live that life so that maybe i can forget just fucking FORGET!!!!!!! that theres something … Continue reading

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in pain i fell, just a bit.

grow me wings, grow me heart show me how to fly cut these chains of dull despair and teach me how to cry lay my head to rest with yours upon a dream so full holding hands through tortured days … Continue reading

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ah, that smell..

…and as i lay alone in dark as sleep fails yet again ill hold onto the knowledge that you are holding me tight as im holding you and darkness or distance cant mask the fact that when i turn i … Continue reading

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