just so stuck inside this mess

a worn out aching well

just waiting for that final page

for fates dark damning bell

so alone and so unsure

of how ill last the day

without a light, without a love

to clear the bone strewn way

know i cant say what i need

it doesnt count at all

know that i just have to bear

the pain of lasting fall

hold my ribs just wracked in pain

my heart a swollen shell

of silence in a sharp black hole

of lonely private hell