Monthly Archives: May 2012

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is this what death feels like? alone? full of noise? and others? but not you, not me, not anything i want; at all. they look at me, they wonder, they stare, they want; but nobody, nobody, sees me ever; and … Continue reading

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the unwanted dance

no desire to run anymore make noise and kick up dust want to stay put and rub away at years of burnt, angry rust really dont want to take and run where i havnt even a name no interest in … Continue reading

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jack in the

home or whatever. and i cant breathe. im just so mad and so pent up. i cant shake this. i just cant shake this! it just gets worse. and the fucking pelting of everyones opinion. means nothing to me except, … Continue reading

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numb fuck

not sure what the point is not sure i care just need to numb it just fucking numb it all yeah, all. so tonight ill try like i did before and ill try again tomorrow and every day after till … Continue reading

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ahh that.

slowly tracing fingertips move across soft skin of aching need and breathless air inside this place were in cupping lush and perfect peaks topped with diamond dreams feeling silk beneath my breath on slowly moving seams dipping low to find … Continue reading

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tricky one

youd like me to think you care and i get that; but i also get that you dont. youd like me to think that you hurt, because maybe that would make me hurt less; but it doesnt. cause you dont. … Continue reading

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barrel scrapings.

slow and sad and fucking lonely. want to hurt and be hurt. so there.

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admit

sleepless night of shadows and thoughts of a soul so deep i drowned in a sea of my inadequacy while searching for my own. haunted by a face and hands and heart id come to love and eyes that saw … Continue reading

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ok now

dead as dust beneath lifes feet still howling at the moon useless self without a care now writes a song-less tune cannot feel so go on yeah- smack me hard as will and watch remains of once touched heart stand … Continue reading

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lie here

face in sun facing yours tangled feet and hearts, wind blows calm through silky hair as eyes meet eyes and stay; and hands that havent held so long reach out to hold once more and gently feeling fingertips bring life … Continue reading

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