wracked with pain

dont know how

to clear this

tortured mind.

wondering if

ill ever learn

to leave sweet love

behind.

bent from guilt

of not enough

of never being

me.

wanting to leave

ready to too

pull these damned chains

.free.

bent over double

cannot see

can barely

take a breath.

wondering if

this feeling ive got

is lifes strange air

or death.