Monthly Archives: May 2012

im so fucked. i have these dreams you see and i cant get them outa my head, i feel like shit and i just cant take it and im not sure i understand the cruelness in all this, not very … Continue reading →

going crazy think i am. need something i cant have. head is spinning heart just hurts. where are you right now? i think im drowning in a glass of wine but your face is at the bottom so im gonna … Continue reading →

need to let go, yeah i do, and feel the whole world fall down around my quaking self surrendering it all spreading wide and letting in feel those warm springs flow let myself be taken and allow myself to go … Continue reading →

i gotta sleep im so fucking done so sick so tired so lonely and i so badly need – it doesnt matter does it? naa i guess not. no. it really really doesnt.  

im stuck. and i cant. breathe. and all i want. is to be. held. i cant. get air. any air. at all. and all. i can think of. is holding you. so tight. that my lungs. would start up. again. … Continue reading →

sweet sweet angel, i- who have such a hard time crying cry at your words. i read your pain and i hate that you hurt. so much. and if i could make it go away i would. but ill silently … Continue reading →

just about finished me off. yeah, thats what you did found a heart inside this wreck removed pandoras lid dont know how to go back where i just dont care at all cause i just havnt been the same since … Continue reading →

gentle now, go gentle now, or just dont go at all cause you my sweet could own my heart and cause this seige to fall:

if only you could see me now standing here like this beneath the shaded maple tree in lonely wet abyss waiting for the moon to drop out of the sheltering sky and crash into this muddy earth where wounded angels … Continue reading →

wet with thoughts of soft lush curves and sweetly swelling rise of petals melting in my hands and dripping onto thighs tongue that laps moist sweet perfection tastes of heavens dew and lay my head to rest upon a perfect … Continue reading →