just want it all to end
heavy curtains down
on a laughable life spent
in someones elses pristine gown
darkly written poorly read
comedy of despair
with badly formed character
in scenes of disrepair
shut the book and close the door
throw the pens away
-sometimes even the most stubborn lie-
cant live another day.
lifeofawillow 
There is a way for me to read this in which I long for what I read to be true.
me too. me too.