Monthly Archives: December 2011

just want you to know, that i feel your hand, tucked into mine, so perfectly there, gently open, with fingers that tremble, gathering in, the beats of my heart.

crooked fingers pointing to all thats wrong and must be right, lays a bed of discontent a thickly veiled charmless night, no room for movement, no space for thought violent calm in acceptances way, whittling down the very core of  … Continue reading →

empty shell of possibility, almost but never quite, a vague mural of what couldve been, useless star in an unwoven night. nearly was but never being, whats needed Now to dance and win, always fighting, but never having the strength … Continue reading →

small wooden bungalows on oceans bend, a sandy breadth of air, soft garden music breathing out notes, a silently moving affair. beautiful woman on sandy beach, knowing a life disallowed, holding tight to trembling soft hand, a love quite aware, … Continue reading →

if all my world was perfect if i had it all to give if i was able to say, what needed saying without being so damn scared. of loss, and love, and everything in between. and even, the life that … Continue reading →

with the world swirling round and round, jingles of notes and flashing signs, i stumble, half blinded by neon, and empty souls all in a line. wonder as i do, now and again, if maybe there really is naught, to … Continue reading →

so damn tired, of being tired and wanting just to breathe, so damn exhausted, by the clock striking time, while i sit in the very same seat. so very, very, wilted, by the course, and the choices, of nature and … Continue reading →

seemingly endless, springs of love, spilling into my hands, watering my spirit, drowning my sorrow, and making me thirsty, for more.

i hate the choices, that took down walls, and taught me how to feel, hate those ones, that put you there, and made the dance so real, hate the wind, that shifted course, and clipped the wings of doves, hate … Continue reading →

another night, without calm, a darkened pounding world, another space for me to lie, an endless painful void, my hand outstretched to be held tight, my heart to be held close, i lay with open arms and breathe, shallow breaths … Continue reading →