Monthly Archives: November 2011

i should be running, away from all, who break my heart and scar my soul, who take my dreams and break them up into little pieces of worthless flutter and never look at who i am and wouldnt want to … Continue reading →

open up this box im in pull the paper out, find me on the bottom of just rattling about. hold me up to sunlight as you untie shaking hands, gently spread those stiffened legs from shameful, cutting bands. smooth the … Continue reading →

tangled legs gripping arms eyes and hair and lips and tongues holding on for the longest time tightening up as seconds go by as if perhaps time might end and love might disappear.

i hate how much im hurting i hate even more why sometimes i just cant stand who i am and who im not and the fact that im not the person i should probably be. i hate feeling lonely and … Continue reading →

so stuck and caught in old need to’s and new original sin no way to escape from this hard knock life wouldnt know where to begin. want a hand, a fist, a heart a kiss to bring me life while … Continue reading →

lonely bed, in lonely room a bitter nest to lay, cold, harsh air, dry and still where i once knelt to pray. sit with knees drawn to my chest hands wrapped tight to still the longing of a wounded heart … Continue reading →

gasping for breath on this journey to where screaming out loud that im silently here choking on daylight scream caught in a ray spinning around on meandering day and in shadows of night whose dance i once knew lies empty … Continue reading →

curve of soft, ivory swell lost in lustful, perfect hell parting seas of pained lifes need drink from springs of loves sweet seed holding firm to rising call and still to catch that graceful fall  

lost in question of what comes now to right the wrong and take the bow hand in my chips with folded hand stop drawing that line deep in the sand admit defeat at cost of pride and take my place … Continue reading →

soft hard holding gripping reaching finding enveloping encompassing fusing loving. yeah, thats it.