Monthly Archives: September 2011

im mad and i dont want to be i hate this feeling of rushing heat and molten blood staggered breath with shoulders tight jaw tense and everything else just not working. i cant think right now its too much too … Continue reading →

lost in circular motion of life, grabbing on tight to thin air; recklessly waving my soul in my hand, willing it all to come clear. twisting and turning, im blown all around and cant even see where i stand hoping … Continue reading →

so needy i can barely breathe so wet and wanting rain cant even bear to reach out and touch the very source of my pain i know if i do i just wont stop and i know thats not what … Continue reading →

home alone, heart in hand, shaken and twisted round, somehow this trip of the new and the brave, has taken my feet off the ground. didnt expect to feel this strong, shaking up all that i know, trembling inside from … Continue reading →

someone come get me, please, come, right now, its what i need now to live, i cant do it alone, i just dont know how, i just dont have more to give. always alone, always apart, searing its way past … Continue reading →

run around yeah, its just what i do, im bothered and dont know how, to end the cycle of natures defeat, and stay in the dread here and now. i wish i were different, didnt need the rush, of taking … Continue reading →

restless hands on soft smooth skin, a work of art indeed, fingers dance on supple flesh, a song in mounting need. sifting hair at nape so fine, each strand its own lush dream, tracing jaw and cupping chin, a perfect … Continue reading →

get home so groggy amazed im alive weaving and searching still. pull off my clothes, roll into bed spitting at drunken free will. roll onto my back covered in tangle, exhausted, unsated and spent, wondering here in broken shell where … Continue reading →

the night is young, the music loud we dance and laugh all night,, moving ourselves, swaying in tune colored in flashing lights. beautiful face, sweet, sweet hips an angel in neon so proud, softly swelling to tune and to feel … Continue reading →