home alone, heart in hand,
shaken and twisted round,
somehow this trip of the new and the brave,
has taken my feet off the ground.
didnt expect to feel this strong,
shaking up all that i know,
trembling inside from unfed need,
still wanting to see where this goes.
not feeling fear, not feeling remorse,
just needing to know more of you,
wanting to shed the needs that i have
knowing they hurt as they do.
i dont really get it, dont recognize,
this person inside i dont know,
need some time here, to find where i stand,
and give myself more room to grow.
still not quite sure just how i got here,
and less sure of just where ill go,
for now i just want to hold you so tight,
and watch the sweet mystery grow.