flattened.

flattened down to mere emotions, hoping these feelings aren’t regret.wanting to heal and be held once more, but knowing my heart isnt ready just yet. all i really want is to lash out and cry but who will listen or understand or stay? im not even bothered by the specific hurt, its the general knowledge that i cant count on – oh anyone. i want to call on my friend and tell them what i feel, what’s happened, where i am, and have them help me heal. it doesn’t make sense, or it makes way too much, cause they’ve gone along with, down, down, with my broken dreams. i hate being alone. or just not being protected when i am. i just want to hit. and cry. and flatten you down too, right alongside me.

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