im happy. in this moment. with no thought of an end. i am happy.  i want forever though. thats a tough one. i feel that its not impossible. only difficult.  forever is a long time. thats the truth. but im ready. ready for smiles, ready for lunch. ready for happiness and passion and life. feeling, reacting, fighting, holding. ready for all of it. all. thats it. till the end of time.  ready for love, as big and messy as it comes. ready my sweet, for you.